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Thought I'd post pictures of my brother. Just to mark the occasion and show him off to the world, I guess? I'm not really into babies and whatnot. But I have suddenly built an excitement about his presence, particularly if it means I get to look after him on weekdays (presuming I'll still be out of weekday work) instead of spending it on wasting my time on nothing too interesting. Ha ha. But, he'll probably kind o' live at my auntie's. Myself and when he was roughly 30mins old.
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I feel so bad and I can't get over it as quickly as I'd like to. I'm truly sorry to the people I have recently be-friended on here, 'cause it means I am not very into doing anything other than moaning right now. I shan't moan here though, all I mean is that I don't really feel like commenting despite reading everything.
Spoke to my mother. Everything's groove, I felt better within an instant after having our conversation. I love her, x.
I reassure everyone, I will comment soon. Not 'cause I feel I have to, but 'cause I'd love to do so.. I'm a chatterbox. However - currently - I just don't have the energy. I don't even have the energy to go to bed and sleep despite being up for over 37 hours.
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http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=sacrelicious&defid=3043669
Adj.
1) A description of a recipe that should not exist for religious reasons, but tastes good anyway. 2) Any cooking done with communion wafers.
Try some Matzo crackers and bacon dip - it's sacrelicious.
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Quickly, although I'll update this later perhaps.. My mother has given birth to my baby brother! He was born at 4am. Sadly, I was not a birthing partner. -_-. We were supposed to "take turns" as it were, but her boyfriend came out and announced he had been born thirty minutes beforehand. Oh well, he's here and he's so sweet! My mother's still at the hospital, I'll probably see her when I get back from work.
I haven't slept yet, but I'm going into work for my 8am - 5pm shift. No doubt I expect to be going home early 'cause I'll be piss tired! Going to get ready now. Need to sign my contract, get all my stuff packed up and then go in the car and be on my way, as my auntie has kindly offered to take me! =D Hopefully, I won't be too tired walking home. Watching some kid's shows, so tempted to just stay at home... But I have to go, so I will do. Gonna shut my laptop down and get to it.
Successfully did my eight hour shift. It's 20:32 and I don't want to sleep. I still feel bad about the day of the birth, due to not being one of the birthing partners (we were going to swap mid-way, sort of thing). Perhaps it's 'cause I'm tired and thus emotional. But it would've meant a lot to me and I'm a little frustrated and upset about it, hurt and bitter. Not towards my mother in any way though. I thought knowing that they were probably just caught up in the moment and forgot to get me would just let me feel better, but it really doesn't. It makes it worse if anything. Evenso, I feel annoyed at myself regarding even hoping a little bit that I was ever going to be there. It should've been obvious to me that it wasn't going to happen.
You know why? People say/promise things will happen and it rarely does. I dunno, but sometimes I can truly tell. From "I'll help you with that homework" to "I'll buy you a t-shirt" or whatever, I taught myself to be grateful for the thought 'cause rarely did anyone help me or whatever they said they were gonna do or give. I want to be grateful for my mother's thought of having me there, but right now I'm consumed with hating the fact that I wasn't there. I hate that the idea was put into my head in the first place.
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My silliness offends him
My creativity is threatening
My sexuality upsetting.
My words, my voice, my actions, my being
He finds just too obscene. Seen,
But not heard
Cower from the public eye
He asks just who am I?
Who am I...
What word did I just speak?
Unladylike
improper
sounding like a freak.
Can't speak of boobs,
brassieres,
God forbid we call them tits
He does not enjoy my wit,
Does not appreciate my skit
Hush.
Not approved
Removed
My speech, my song, my dance
My voice
Silenced.
The result being full-on censorship.
Philosophically, I scream
Aching to defy Mister Man In A Tie
who dare try censoring me.
A slightly more poeticized version of this entry:
http://onda-bianca.livejournal.com/306747.html
This was the response to being personally censored. I never did post a real entry about the deal, but if you are an inquiring mind wishing to know, feel free to ask! ;)
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http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp11192009.shtml Yeah, the dates are outta order - filling gaps.
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http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp11272009.shtml
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My 2GB RAM kit arrived Wednesday, but since I got home after the leasing office was closed, I wasn't able to get the memory until today. Well, I now have 3GB RAM in this computer (1GB x2 + 512MB x2). That's a 50% increase. Brieflyl, I mulled over getting two 2GB kits, but since I'm still using 32bit WindowsXP, I would "lose" ~784MB worth of that memory. Plus, I'd be stuck with four 512MB sticks that I don't have much use for. (I think I'll take my previous "supervisor's" advice and "donate" some of my surplus RAM to my work computer -- because trying to do my job with 384MB of RAM sucks ass. We spare as many expenses as possible!)
Now, to play some RAM-hogging games...
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I'm already showing signs of sleep deprivation but, all this going-to-the-hospital drama only started on Wednesday morning! Don't see how I could get symptoms so soon. I feel so~ nauseous. I'll survive though. I called my work, asked them if I could go to accompany my mother when she gives birth. The shop manager thought I meant I wouldn't be going to work, heh. I hope that means she was plesantly surprised when I said I was!
Listening to this song. It's pretty sad, an acoustic-type song. Suits my mood. [8] My baby is blue~ that makes me blue. ( BEGINNING OF THE SONG. )I have to say, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cram's right. You do lower your standards with TV. I always put Jeremy Kyle [a talk show] on whilst I'm waiting for shows I like. Nothing else good is on before those shows. If I really can't stand it, I will turn it off and watch some American Dad. Even though that's more of my evening thang. Ha ha. Went to the hospital, as my mother had really bad contractions. Of course, it was another false alarm. We've gone there [to the hospital] five times now! Oh well. She's just resting as much as she can, but is really annoyed that the pains are all for nothing (she's not dilating or anything). Ho-hum~ Anyways, due to thinking it was the real thing earlier last night, her boyfriend came too. It was an odd experience as I hadn't ever see my mother holding hands with a love interest before! Ha ha, nor any intimacy. 'Cept for with my father when they were together. I can't remember it too well though, as by the time I was seven or so.. they had split up. After that, the holding hands evolved to hugging and whatnot. I felt so~ uncomfortable. I don't like when any couple does this whilst I'm around, ha ha! I don't care if a couple, whom I am not with, is doing it. It's when we are supposed to be hangin' out. I feel so excluded, like a barrier's up. Not in the sense that I'd like to join in with the hugs. I just mean, they tend to quieten their voices and speak to each other a lot more. I feel out of place and as if I should just leave them to it. Begs the question of, "Why did you want me to come with you into the city centre if you're going to pair off like that?" regarding when friends do it. I don't know.. My boyfriend said it was utter idiocy of me to feel uncomfortable about it. Ha ha! (Can I just say, Google's first listed definition for idiocy is amazing). I'm sure it is stupid, but I cannae help it! I deal with it 'cause I recognise that it's not as if the couples are purposefully trying to exclude me, that's not the case. They most probably, like my boyfriend, don't think it - in any way - excludes me and that's just how many couples act anyways, particularly during a time like my mother potentially giving birth! So, you know.. I don't huff and puff and let it be known that I disapprove. I just try and roll with it. But, admittedly, I hated that it took away my feeling that I was useful to my mother for once. When that happened, it shattered within an instant. [Sigh]. I was really happy that my mother said how great I was regarding supporting her, it excited me! She even said that she just wanted me to be there at one point, that's after saying that she definitely didn't want me to be there during the birth. I seriously wanted to cry when she said that, I felt really close to her for the first time I can remember. Of course, I hope that it still means something to her that I'd be there anyways and I'm sure it does, plus I'll be of use for when the baby's born too and throughout his life, should he ever need his big sister - just as I am there for my thirteen-year-old brother. ( I'm sorry for being a bad daughter and giving you trouble from time to time. )Anyways... My auntie's taking care of my mother now too. So, again~ I am the freeloading, useless, lazy, crappy daughter. [Sigh].
I guess I'm in more of a rock music mood today. Unusual. Both songs are translated by me, so omit any inaccuracies. Ha ha.
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http://store.xkcd.com/ Hey! A note to anyone interested in buying Christmas gifts from the xkcd store: the deadline for Christmas delivery of domestic orders is December 14th. We'll continue to ship after that, but won't guarantee by-Christmas delivery. (If you haven't been to the xkcd store lately, you might want to check it out. I've got some some new stuff there!)
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There is no way to write this post without seeming like a fanboy. I just dropped 100 bucks at the steam store. They have two games that I have been wanting to get, but I can't play with the computer I have here in Iraq. The two games are Batman Arkham Asylum and Dragon Age.
I know you are thinking why buy them out here when I can wait until I get back to a store and buy them? Maybe in 6 months they will have gone down 5 dollars a piece.
The reason is for the same price (and for a very limited time) I also got
Osmos
Saints Row 2
4 different warhammer games
Titan quest + expansion pack
Stalker
red faction, gurilla, and RF II,
and a bunch of company of heroes games I may or may not play
And THE REST
TOTAL SAVINGS $387.33
From a $100 purchase that's not bad.
Also Daimiel can play the new games while I play the older games my system can handle.
If you want to see how digital games work you could always try buying a $5 game
http://store.steampowered.com/browse/under5
The deals at the early holiday sale are amazing and change every day
http://store.steampowered.com/early-holiday
Don't miss out. Emailing your nephew far away a steam account which has Batman on it would officially make you the cool aunt/uncle
Because a digital product needs no package or shipping on average the publisher makes a 30% higher margin. Because shelf space is not limited older games are still available at a steep discount. This is why every weekend Steam offers really good deals.
*Dragon age and Batman only available for the next 7 hours
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http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=shopaholic&defid=1779972
a person who can't stop spending money at the mall
Guy #1: Whoa, that girl has like 50 shopping bags!
Guy #2: She's a shopaholic.
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